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Not My Fault - Redux
Opening my eyes - 3:00 AM
Darkness - staring into void
Heart comes to mind - 3:05 AM
Under the covers hate is brewing
Lungs come to mind - 3:25 AM
Not enough air - bruised
Closing my eyes ,nightmare starts - 3:50 AM
Twitching, whimpering, awaken
Flick on bathroom light - 4:15 AM
Reflection , blue green black slit
The swelling has gone down
Smash bathroom mirror - 4:20 AM
Can't help it - can't hold back
Tears pushed through an opening
The pain is numbing - 4:45 AM
I hate my father.
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Please look at me
Look at me....please
Don\'t you see me screaming...
inside.
I hide.
They are blind.
Isolation is where I live
It is where they send me
to be.
Or not to be.
Thoughts of early expiration
fly around the belfry
yes..only me.
Look at me....please
Pounding on this chest for release
With any means.
Necessary to have affection
Contact - Verbal - Physical
Am I human ?
Or am I assuming?
Inside my heart there is still hope
Hanging from a rope
Just push the chair over.
Do over.
Expressing how I feel
Has never been real.... for me
You can\'t hear me..anyways
Much less look at me.
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Literature
Karma
Looking down
From a rooftop
Watching cars go by
Watching myself die
Over and over
Guilt sets in
Family and friends.....
I go inside
Headache setting in
Turn on the telly
Not really watching
Just staring
No volume
But voices are heard
You are still a victim
You are still a victim
Didnt know what hit \'em
I gagged and tied him
I dragged him behind me
To the top
Looking down
From a rooftop
Watching cars go by
Pushed my molester
Watched him die
Watched him die
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See the animal in his cage that you built,
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye,
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built,
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart,
And it's all...right where it belongs

What if everything around you,
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks,
Would you find yourself...find yourself afraid to see?

What if all the world's inside of your head?
Just creations of your own
Your devils and your gods all the living and the dead
And you're really all alone
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the woods,
Are you hiding in the trees?

What if everything around you,
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you used to know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks,
Would you find yourself...find yourself afraid to see?

- Nine Inch Nails
  • Listening to: Ghosts I- IV
  • Reading: Veronika decides to die
  • Watching: Fringe
  • Playing: PS3
  • Eating: Hot Dog
  • Drinking: Water

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mickeyrem Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2009
heya thx for da :iconplusfav: :)
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mickeyrem Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2008
heya thx for da :iconplusfav: :)
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Kateri12 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2007   Photographer
hello!
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nomadturk Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello !

Your gallery is amazing :nirvana:
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kharas Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey man :) I thought I was watching you! Makes sense that now that I think about it, haven't seen you round in agess! How are ya?
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kharas Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2006  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for all the love and support :D :hug:
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illbethere Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2005
thanks for the fav ^_^
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suicidalclown Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2005
thxs for the advice, oh ya and ive learned fro experience as that thing withn ur brother happened to mine as well, and he loves his kid but ya his dreams are gone and hes still trying to make it come true, as he pushes his band to do better and get bigger, they have a cd and are making a killing as they make $ 1000- 2000 a show now,its wicked, but anyways thanks for the insightful words. :headbang:
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Wouiwoui Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2005  Student
thanx fOr yOur cOmm's ^^
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